Unboxed Feelings

When I was a teenager, I was constantly in search of what really matters in life. Money, passion, smart-work, luxurious life-style, to be a good human being or anything else. Well, I've got my answer when universe made me uncomfortable with my situation, my circumstances. I was rushing behind money, smartwork, persistence, discipline and what not. But nothing really worked for me. Nothing made me satisfied and contented.  The only thing that make me at ease and at peace is to be in a present moment, to be involved in current situation, to be harmonious with this moment. Nothing else matters.  Money is important for surviving. Smartwork, persistence, discipline is required to earn money. But there's no connection of it to live the life. This is what I learnt from my experience. 

Sensitiveness - A blessing or A curse Sensitiveness has been my blessings, serve me like a bestie, a true friend as well as my enemy at the same time. I belong to hyper-sensitive people category. It has affected my life many ways, my actions, my career, relationships, health, happiness and much more. According to Dr. Elaine Aron , a psychologist, "Highly sensitive people are deeply impacted by the feelings of others, and often believe they can intuit another person’s emotions."  That completely resonates with me. I can understand people by placing myself into their place. It gives me symphathy, it makes me empathetic. But at the same time, it has been my weakness as well. It makes me too dependent on people. Someone can easily control my life. It's true that I hold grudges due to my hypersensitiveness. It takes me too long, more than worse to come out of dilemma, depression, sadness or whatever it is. But as I've grown up, I came to understand that that's not t...